Tuesday, June 5, 2007

should i or should i not?

everyone has their own secrets... and secrets, can be classified into many categories...

1. The "Only a handful should know" Secret
2. The "Die also cannot reveal" Secret
3. The "I hint to you, u guess it right" Secret
4. The "Online" Secret
i am seriously contemplating if i should blog about my to-date darkest secret... after half a day out with mel, and after 2 hours of reading greg's blog, i really am seriously thinking, if i should diary down the incredible episodes...
putting it down somewhere, is for the ease of conveying my heartfelt feelings, if i do pass on someday... afterall, i cant bring myself to "orally" communicate to anyone, face-to-face... i dunno if i'm making sense here.
oh, but as the older folks say, we cant reveal heaven's secrets, and i have no intention to further reveal any more than i should. oh great, now i m into the procrastinating mood. lets just say, i am a changed person, as of end 2005.
from a "cant be bothered" person, to a slightly more devoted person. life is fair, afterall... a religion in exchange for a life... sounds serious? not.
THE STORY...
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xxxxxx XXXXXXX xxxxxx
i am really sorry.... i realise i am gut-less.... as much as i feel like penning this down, i have absolutely no idea, no clue, no sense, no guts to start revealing. this, i must reinforce, is no teaser to entice u, to lure you nor to keep you in suspense.
lets do a little charade, in the form of words.... the hints are "supernatural", "tears", "disbelief", "total change of life", "dreams"...
i will just update my feelings along the way...

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